Raining Cats and Bunnies

kumasan had just left the airport to Pakistan.
business trip.
how long? well,.... one month +
i have been tearing for the past week, ever since kumasan had told me that he is flying.
the ticket for the flight was also moved down a few days from the real planned flight date because of full flights for every other airline.
his company finally got a ticket on Pakistan international airlines.
departure 8pm
arrival 5.30am local time.
i had been crying again ever since i got home.
i miss him so much. going to miss him for the whole month long...

but the sending was sweet, kumasan held my hand all along the drive to the airport.
the driver,.... kumasan himself^^"
his parents were seated at the back seat ( kumasan's request) and i was in the front.
it was kind of awkward for me cos' his parents were not the opened thinking", generation-y" type of parents.
but his father was just so cool and said " okay lo"
^^"

oh, you guys know how it feels to let someone you love so much go to a far land for a long duration of time.
it makes your heart feel so heavy that you almost can't lift it up anymore.
since kumasan's job requirement is to fly overseas about 40% of the year,
there was an expectation to this business trip.
but when the real moment of departure arrives, things just drop.
really.

i just wish my kumasan all the best in handling everything in a new place,
hope kumasan takes the most care of himself and
come home in a jiffy!

me won't forget everything that we went through from the start of our lives.
sealing it with a flying kiss that kumasan sent before he steps beyond the autogates at the airport.
love you kumasan...
always will.